Time passing

Enough time has passed that I have had the fusion/discectomy/laminectomy operation (performed by Peter Robertson, Mercy Hospital, 13th December).

I've been "out" for a very sick week.
And "invalided" for another five.
And now been driving again for another week.

And am beginning to be active again.
I have my first post-op appointment on Friday.

Maybe the pain I have is normal for this stage.
Maybe its an indication that it will always be with me.

I wait to inform, to discuss, to be examined, to get an experienced opinion.

To do

Be.
Wait for ideas.
Let anger inspire.
Wonder at its source.

Oh ...
Choose well.
Avoid destruction.
Not so open? Open wounds can get septic easily.

Wierd: is ...
Bad?
Neutral?
Yin and yang, multicoloured, a matter of perspective?
Beneficial, and disconcerting?

Failures. Who'd have them?